Outside the window

Meet my Buddies

Harold is the extrovert type. He loves playing and cuddling with us. Everyone likes him cause He never barks even on our guest. He likes people, seriously. Our neighbors can touch him whenever they want. He's fun to be with. I play with him almost everyday. His cuteness really wants me to cuddle him all the time.

                  Snob is different unlike Harold. He's the introvert type. His gestures mostly speak of wanting to be alone. He seldom play with us nor Harold but He's the most protective of all. Whenever there's new in our house, He really barks. Yet, his charm really wants me to cuddle him. His patience on waiting for the food is what i adore. Unlike Harold, whenever there's food on the table He barks and go wild.

          There's so many differences between these two but I love them so much. They're my bestfriends, my playmates and my family. They're adorable and they bring happiness inside our house. Btw, Harold is one of Snob's son. So yeah, they're relatives but i wonder if they both knew nor feel it. Haha. Coz they're so very different from each other. 

Making Grace my way of Life

Let’s talk about GRACE, God’s grace.

We Christians know what grace really is but do we fully understand it? The way it works? How it affects us?

It’s just a week ago, the Lord impressed me what grace really is. Is it just God’s favors alone? or either blessings?  If that’s what you called grace, you lack something.

Grace is the hope for shattered dreams. It is the light in the middle of the wilderness. It is the peace in the middle of the war. It is the point where the undeserving meets forgiveness. It is the God that died for the sins of many. It is the refuge of the broken hearts. It is the place where we meet joy and happiness. It is God’s grace that saves! 

I really don’t understand why Christians are so down, heavily burdened by problems and experiencing depression. But actually they have a God that controls everything. Instead of resting in the presence of God, they choose to be busy until they are burnt-out! Sometimes, we experience heaviness because we don’t focus on God. We focus on people, circumstances and problems that can make us suffer. Why don’t we put our attention to the God that can save. Why don’t we remember how He overcome the world by dying on the cross for our sin? Why don’t we focus on the Lord’s goodness that forgives us in our most undeserving moments.

Make God’s grace your way of life. You will never missed a thing! 

Better left Unsaid

Right now, I’m listening to the songs that reminds me of you.

Of us, the memories we have shared for years. 

That summer where it all began, when opposite sparks collide.
I try and try to let you go
And try to test fate if we’re going to be together
But still, chances and answers are uncertain
Only time can tell

I dont know if im just bored, alone or lonely
I just want to be with you so badly
In this place and this time
You’re the only human that can satisfy my need
My heart’s desire, my perfect match

Though we’re so different from each other, that difference work together
For us to stay in this moment
Hang on my love
for at the right time, we’ll just vanish
Into the dreams of our longing hearts
and that time, we can see the fruit
Fruit of our patience
And i will proudly say, that we have
That story, story of true love
That will last for a lifetime

Own Watermark

Finally, my photography watermark was created! Yay! Thanks to my brother who have designed  this. Fresh way to start photography. 

Worship with the Kutless Band

My friend Rona invited me to see the Kutless band on Cathedral of Praise at Taft,Manila. The church was full-packed! Awesome things will going to happen! I believe!

Then, the worship time began. Can't wait to experience God's presence Whooooo! Truly, God is working.

They sang their own music including 'What Faith can do' and their latest song 'You alone' from their latest album. Check it out guys! 

These lovely people were so bold to glorify God by giving him praise through singing and playing Instruments. Truly, all of God's children were called to Worship Jesus in everything we do. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28)

Of course, not only the band but the people worship God through the music! What a privilege to be with God's presence with this wonderful band. Unforgettable experience!

Glory to God! 

Architectural Interior Project

               Our Architectural Interior subject demands us to design an interior of a Beauty, Spa and Wellness Center. The thing is, we're not interior design students, we're Architecture Students but this project will never be forgotten. All our team efforts were worth the results.

Our client for this project is the "Mont Albo Massage Hut" 

This is the Proposed Interior Project of the Spa. (The Lobby)

 

The different views of the Massage Area. 

The Program that was used to render the Interior are Google Sketch Up + VRAY + Photoshop 

The Layout was made by me and the result, so good. 

I wish the client of the said Spa will buy our proposed interior project. hehehee jk.

(Glory to God)

Memories

 It’s so hard to forget someone who gave you so many wonderful things to remember. 

 We’re like the lovers Romeo and Juliet. Hiding and sneaking out together just to save us from our heart’s pondering. We’re the young hearts in search of love and affection. As you smile back at me, your eyes bring meanings to our passionate desires. As the summer began, so does the spark, our spark. Each day that passed by, all i can do is think of you. The feelings that you made me feel, they’re all memories now.

 Why did it cost us something just to forget someone? 

 Memories keep our hopes up. We’re expecting too much from that person because we keep holding on to the memories they have left. We’re hurting because we’re still trying to figure out what it means to be with them but all you can do is to bring back the memories. 

 But these memories keeps us stronger as life goes on. It may instill us to strive out to love for more because we knew that reviving happiness is the key. Pursue love then expect nothing and let the memories dwell in the hunger of your soul. 

 After all this time, I still miss us. I still miss the memories. I still miss you. :(

3:58 am

I can’t sleep.

You’re still in my thoughts.
Do you also think of me? Do you still think of our past memories? I bet you’re not cause someone has been stealing your attention since the day i was gone.
Is she prettier than me? Sweeter than me?

Tired of keeping my hopes up but i just wanted to tell you that no matter how hurt my soul is, you have a big part in my heart. Always remember that.

No matter how this world’s being unfair to us, i will still believe in us. Maybe, this is just a time to refresh our souls so that we may fully understand the reasons for everything. I will wait. I will.

My eyes are heavy.

I should sleep now.

Letting Go

He’s not mine.

I always keep my hopes up. I’m always expecting him to do the same for me. I always see him as the future type of guy i want to spend my whole life with. As i wander without him, i still insist that i have to come back to him when the adventure is over. Just a thought of us walking beside the ocean, appreciating our togetherness means the world to me. I appreciate him more than he thinks i am.

But in just a glimpse of unsteadiness, all of it, the past,dreams and memories. The memories. I want to forget. I want to leave behind. I want to runaway from the dangers of his heart. I want to start a brand new life without him cause i know, i deserve much better. He does not know i’m leaving. I know.

I was a slave of this desire. This desire of him that will only cause me to be hurt once more. The expectation that leads me to forget the best plans God laid out for me. Maybe i don’t deserve him.

This hurts that i’m feeling inside, are the ones that will cause me to be free from the bondage of wrong hopes. This time, i have the courage to say the words that i was afraid to tell him …

Goodbye.

Letting Go

He’s not mine.

I always keep my hopes up. I’m always expecting him to do the same for me. I always see him as the future type of guy i want to spend my whole life with. As i wander without him, i still insist that i have to come back to him when the adventure is over. Just a thought of us walking beside the ocean, appreciating our togetherness means the world to me. I appreciate him more than he thinks i am.

But in just a glimpse of unsteadiness, all of it, the past,dreams and memories. The memories. I want to forget. I want to leave behind. I want to runaway from the dangers of his heart. I want to start a brand new life without him cause i know, i deserve much better. He does not know i’m leaving. I know.

I was a slave of this desire. This desire of him that will only cause me to be hurt once more. The expectation that leads me to forget the best plans God laid out for me. Maybe i don’t deserve him.

This hurts that i’m feeling inside, are the ones that will cause me to be free from the bondage of wrong hopes. This time, i have the courage to say the words that i was afraid to tell him …

Goodbye.

Designing an Auditorium

MAG(Magat,Antido,Glino) The Creators. 

       This is a group project on one of our major subject Building Utilities 3. We're required to design an Auditorium that can accomodate 300 people. Our design concept is Galaxy. We used Google Sketch Up+Vray and Photoshop. 

Hair Transformation

      

    Hairstyles from 2009-2013.

Visual Techniques Plates

Still Life 

Architectural Rendering 

My first Scale Model 

Painting using Prang Watercolors

Me at 18: Unfinished

        The waiting is finally over. Almost all girls dream to have this kind of celebration and I'm one of those. I pray that this moment in my life, I want to praise God for who He is in my 18 years of my existence. This is not about me and I praise God that He has given me the desire to extend his love and grace by sharing my life experiences and life's revelation. Truly, this is one of those moments that creates a big turning point in my life.

Most of my visitors were my closest friends from church, highschool and college. The event was held in Stonehouse Hotel at E.rodriguez, Quezon City. 

                Oh, Originally, I really don't have an escort but my mentor surprised me to have a game where boys will compete to each other to won and be my escort. They danced gangnam style and that's itt, Nathaniel was chosen! My highschool friend! =)

Most unforgettable moment of my life, my first dance. A dance with my father. Look how happy I was! 

This photo is so cute. Our first picture together with papa. So Happy!

Then, at the last part of my program I give my own speech about the event and how God acted upon my life. Some of the excerpts in my script, "That I've found my identity in Christ. What I am today is who God is upon my life. God is so faithful that I want him to be exalted even in this joyous times. For he is the reason why I'm living. To God be the glory. He's so good"

Here's a video of my presentation, I sang "Steady my Heart-Kari Jobe"